I'm so messed up...

[[QVC]-Branmuffin]

Guys, I really need some freakin' help... like... now... I hate my brain because it makes be depressed all the time... I already explained most of what got me depressed in the (i think) below thread, so it'd be great if you guys could like... post here and tell me what I should do... seriously hate being depressed. A lot...

[nordicsumo]

Read Psalms. You are a Christian right? If not, got to church and talk to the preach.

[nordicsumo]

and/or Job and Proverbs

[[QVC]-Branmuffin]

i'm over it lol... i guess? XD no Bible reading either lol, mostly because my preacher preaches for donations not souls lol. also, i just decided that thinking about it was all that made it wrong in my mind so i just started thinking about stuff like... uh... oh yeah, Star Tropics lol

[Phayun-C]

Yeah, I do that to myself pretty often. The person most able to bum you out is you. Actually the only person able to do so is you. Other folks just kinda push you along.

Whenever I'm bummed, I listen to some mellow music (Sufjan Stevens is spectacular), and maybe read a bit. Blue Like Jazz is my current choice of literature. It's positive, but in a calm, reserved way. Not all beaming sunshine or anything. And pretty postmodern. Meh, that's just me.

[Kenoku]

Mmm...I take a nice hot shower, cook up some buttery-heart-disease-kill popcorn and throw in those classic Star Wars DVDs or play a really button mashing/hack and slash video game (lawl isnt that why they were invented?), and that normally does it. I mean if that doesnt do it. A good old classic drum spasmic cymbal trashing bass beat in its head DRUMMM KILLLINNNNNN!! would be in order. Bwar har har

[[QVC]-Branmuffin]

See, here's the thing... SHOOP DA WHOOP!